Best Friends?

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10th Grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. 

She was my so called "best friend". 

I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. 

But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. 

After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes 

she had missed the day before and handed them to her. 

She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. 

I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that 

I don't want to be just friends, 

I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th Grade 

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. 

She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, 

so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, 

I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. 

After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, 

and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. 

She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. 

I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, 

I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. 

My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, 

and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, 

we would go together just as "best friends". 

So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, 

I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. 

I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, 

and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" 

and gave me a kiss on the cheek. 

I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, 

I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 

Graduation Day 

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. 

I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. 

I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, 

and I knew it. Before everyone went home, 

she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. 

Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, 

"you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, 

I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later 

Now I sit in the pews of the church. 

That girl is getting married now. 

I watched her say "I do"

and drive off to her new life, married to another man. 

I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. 

But before she drove away, she came to me and said 

"you came!". She said "thanks" 

and kissed me on the cheek.  

I want to tell her,  

I want her to know that 

I don't want to be just friends, 

I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Alas! ='|

Just Friends?

I love you more every day, My name I long for you to say.

Do you know just how I feel? Do you know this love is real?

Sometimes I wonder what you think.

When you hear my name, do your cheeks turn pink?

Do you dream about me every night?

Wish to hug me and hold me tight?

Do you think we're meant to be?

Together forever, you and me?

These are the questions that run through my mind,

Your way into my heart, you did find.

It drives me crazy as to what I should do,

Should I risk a friendship and confess to you?

Or should I keep my feelings inside,

Keep them locked up, let them hide?

I just don't know what to do anymore,

My heart it aches, my heart it's sore.

I love you more than you could know,

And I don't want to ever let you go.

So even if I'm just a friend,

I'll always love you until the end...

~ LEANNE ~

Make it right - Joe Jonas

You say you'll know when you really find the one

But it's hard to tell With the damage that's been done

But id like to say that it's your fault

But I know better

Cuz' I'm a fool to think you'll wait around forever

Maybe I Could have loved you. Maybe I could have shown

That I still do care about you. More than you could know

Don't say it's to late to try

To make it right ohh to make it right

yeah.

I didn't know how good you were for me, now it's clear, 

i'm seeing all that we could be. And i know that it's my fault

but i'm gonna treat you better,cause if i had one wish,

you'd be with me forever.

Maybe I Could have loved you. Maybe I could have shown

That I still do care about you. More than you could know

Don't say it's to late to try

To make it right

ohh

is there something i can say. show me how to break it down

so before you walk away. take the time to turn around

listen to it now

Maybe I Could have loved you. Maybe I could have shown

That I still do care about you. More than you could know

Don't say it's to late to try...

Maybe I Could have loved you. Maybe I could have shown

That I still do care about you. More than you could know

Don't say it's to late to try. To make it right.

ohh to make it right. make it right

gonna make it right.

Dear John,

Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you

Counting my footsteps praying the floor won't fall through again

And my mother accused me of losing my mind

But I swore I was fine

You paint me a blue sky and go back and turn it to rain

And I lived in your chess game

But you changed the rules everyday

Wondering which version of you I might get on the phone Tonight

Well I stopped picking up and this song is to let you know why

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone

Don't you think I was too young to be messed with

The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

I should've known

Well maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame

Or maybe it's you and

your sick need to give love then take it away

And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand

And I'll look back and regret how I ignored when they said

Run as fast as you can

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone

Don't you think I was too young to be messed with

The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

Dear John, I see it all now it was wrong

Don't you think nineteen's too young to be played by

Your dark twisted games when I loved you so

I should've known

You are an expert at sorry And keeping lines blurry

Never impressed by me 

acing your tests

All the girls that you've run dry

Have tired, lifeless eyes

Cause you burned them out

But I took your matches before fire could catch me

So don't look now

I'm shining like fireworks

Over your sad empty town

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone

Don't you think I was too young to be messed with

The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

I see it all now that you're gone

Don't you think I was too young to be messed with

The girl in the dress wrote you a song

You should've known

You should've known

Don't you think I was too young

You should've known

TAYLORALISONSWIFT

Today My Life Begins...

I've been working hard so long

Seems like pain has been my only friend

My fragile heart's been done so wrong

I wondered if I'd ever heal again

just like all the seasons never stay the same

All around me I can feel a change

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me

Leave the past behind me, today my life begins

A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin'

I know I can make it, today my life begins

Yesterday has come and gone

And I've learnt how to leave it where it is

And I see that I was wrong

For ever doubting I could win

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same

All around me I can feel a change

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me

Leave the past behind me, today my life begins

A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin

I know I can make it, today my life begins

Life's too short to have regrets

So I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget

Only have one life to live

So you better make the best of it

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me

Leave the past behind me, today my life begins

A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin

I know I can make it, today my life begins

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me

Leave the past behind me, today my life begins

A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin

I know I can make it, today my life begins

Today my life begins...

~ Bruno Mars ~

To My Dearest Parent's

Maybe I can't sent you an email 

or I can't wrote on your wall

but one thing I want is, to let you know

how blessed I am that you both are my parents.

Actually until now I'm still undecided if which word I'm going to use

to express my gratitude of being lucky for 

having you.

Let me say this to you, I'm not infant anymore.

I can now stand on my own, 

and yet you're still there

behind my back

watching me if I really can on how to...

Mom & Dad, Thank You.

Three small words

so much to add for all your love and support.

A million words would be too short.

The words "I Love You"

seem too few to express

the love I have for you.

I don't always show it 

but you know that  I do appreciate

how much the both of you

have helped me with my life, love & career

and given me all of the things that

have gotten me here.

~ Lynlee Ray Maglahus =p

2012 Six Sense

1. Sense of earthquake


2. Sense of fire


3. Sense of tsunami


4. Sense of hurricane


5. Sense of Storm


Ano ung pang 6?


6. Absence, wala ng earth

HAHAHA :DDD

After I saw & read this in my friend status on Facebook I started laughing. LOL it cracked me up! #justshared

Hate that I Love you...

I  cried when I knew

I lost you,

afraid I had lost it all.

Then I realized that 

losing you, didn't have 

to mean I lost me.

Should I HATE you because you hurt me?

Or  should I love you

because  you made me feel special?

~HATETHATILOVEYOU~