Is Loving You is a Curse?

I don't play "Hard To Get", I play "Never Gonna Happen"

tired of hurting.. tired of the lies.. tired of NOT ever being good enough... just tired.. i wish there was someone who understood me

I want to build some permanent walls. These temporary ones are too flimsy and keep falling down. And I keep getting hurt...

But If hurting me makes you happy, then I'm glad you're so good at it.